She Is Not Here
Third Party’s POV
“Zane! I’m going crazy here! You must help me find her”.
I can’t contain myself, I need my mate, desperately. She had promised to stay with me, yet when I awoke at noon, she was gone. There wasn’t a place in this pack where I didn’t look for her until the guard came to tell me she had driven off in her car.
I can not believe she did this to me! After she gave herself to me last night, unconditionally and uncensored. We made love as I’ve never experienced before, we were starving, we pushed each other to the limits until we almost dropped dead. And then she has the gut to abandon me, without any explanation.
At first, she wanted to reject me, but I stopped her on time. Her reaction afterward during our lovemaking was so intense, I thought she had completely changed her mind. But still, she chose to leave me.
She went back to her pack without waking me up. She’s my fated mate, the one I’ve waited for, for years, I longed for her all this time. And then, one awesome day she just rode into my pack and my heart, giving herself to me in a way that I could have only dreamed of.
I’m not letting her go. I swear!
I need her. Here in Midnight Moon next to me. Here is where she belongs, serving the Alpha at my side.
Why did she want to reject me in the first place? Why did she faint when she first saw me? Why did she run away from me? Didn’t I give myself completely to her, make her happy in the hours we were together? I’m going crazy thinking of all this, I’m telling you!
Zane is still in Midnight Moon with Mercedes. He was supposed to be back today but told me that unexpected circumstances kept him with his mate for another day. Definitely that ass of an Alpha son again.
That scum continues to challenge Zane, does not want to accept that Mercedes is off-limits. Luckily that will come to an end next year when my little Luna finally turns eighteen and comes to live in Midnight Moon permanently.From NôvelDrama.Org.
But my mate is also from Midnight Moon. Perhaps Zane can already tell Alpha Ahri that Saphira is my mate and prepare him for her departure. All the years I’ve been at that pack to pick up or take back Mercedes after an overnight weekend here, I’ve been missing out on Saphira. Her name was mentioned a few times, but I didn’t feel the need for friendships with members of Silver Moon. Their Alpha son irritates me immensely, so I distance myself from his subjects as well. Excluding my Luna Mercedes, of course.
I need Zane’s help.
It will take me at least three hours to reach the pack and I don’t know what my mate is up to in the meantime. Zane, along with Mercedes, must reassure Saphira and console her until I arrive. He owes me that, I was also the one who found his mate for him some years ago.
“If you take a deep breath, you can start explaining to me who to find,” Zane advises me on the other end of the telephone line. “Be clear and quick, Beta!” he asks impatiently. It’s still early, Zane isn’t much of a morning person, just like his mate. And if they got to it again last night, I know his mood is now on point zero.
“My mate! Man, she left without notifying me. The guard saw her drive away. I need her back, Zane. I can’t go on without her. You know how much I longed for her the past years”, I explain to him desperately. I hear him holding his breath.
“Your mate? Did you find her? Man, that’s awesome! Where should I find her for you?” he sounds wide awake now.
And I tell him all, about my meeting with Saphira, from start to finish. How she wasn’t really excited when we first met, she even tried to reject me but later was hot on me. She allowed me to take her virginity and then had breathtaking sex with me. But left before I woke up this evening, I tell him, pained.
“And you say she’s from Silver Moon?” asks Zane again. “She came to our pack to visit her Alpha son’s mate, you said. Are you sure about this, Jace?” I’m not in the mood to talk about that loser Alpha, all I want right now is to find my mate.
“Zane, please go to her and ask her to wait for me to arrive. Ask Mercedes to keep her busy until I get there, please”, I beg.
“No problem, man! Take the helicopter and you will be here in fifteen minutes. I’ll fix this, don’t you worry. If possible, I ask her to call you to explain. Maybe it’s not as bad as you think,” he tries to reassure me. But in vain.
I quickly shower while instructing the pilot in the mind link to prepare for departure to Silver Moon. I also inform Head Warrior Cleo and Gamma Kenry of my leave. They will be in charge now that both Zane and I are absent.
I quickly take a black shirt and pants out of my walk-in closet and put them on. With a few strokes of my hand through my hair, I step out of my bedroom, unshaven. The car is already waiting to take me to the pack’s airstrip, where the Heli is waiting.
Absentminded I greet the pilot and ten minutes later, we take off. The weather is nice, so I expect a smooth flight. When we land at the airstrip in Silver Moon, I can already see Zane and Mercedes waiting for me, leaning on his car. Their faces are concerned, which causes me to slightly panic. This looks like bad news.
We land and I jump out of the Heli, rushing to my Alpha and Luna.
“Zane! Did you meet her? Is she willing to come back to our pack?” I ask urgently. Mercedes doesn’t dare look me in the eye and I know that the next thing my best friend and Alpha will say to me is going to be my worst nightmare.
“She didn’t come back here. The border patrol saw her leaving yesterday, but she hasn’t returned,” Zane says, clutching my shoulder.
And with his words, my world crashed…