Chapter 97
Justine and Hershey Side Story
Flash back…
The Past..
This is part of the scene are filming by the directors and actors that happened in Love and Lost Memories. This is Justine’s Point Of View in the novel.
I thought she would never lose her memory. I thought it was fine.
But because of our involvement in the trouble of thebtwo mafias. Everything gets worse.
I lost her again.
How many years. I’ve been looking for her for years.
It’s been a few years but nothing. I have neglected our son because of the bereavement and relentless search for her whereabouts.
Where are you?
I miss you so much.
Not a day goes by that I don’t visit her in the places she used to go. I hope to find her there.
But still nothing. “Don’t lose hope, tin.” Mark said again and again.
“We’ll find her.” Sean said.
“We will find her.” Harrold added her cousin. I nodded to him. bWe are drinking now at the Bar.
Along with her loss is the loss of her memory. I’m afraid
Maybe she won’t remember me forever. My conscience can’t do that. Her sister Joyce is always at home. Then Abigael and Loraine. They take care of our child.
I’m losing the will to live.
But what right do I have?
It’s all my fault. Because of that Mafia shit.
I lost the girl I love the most.
What right do I have to be angry?
It’s my fault. My fault. They patted me on the shoulder and left.
I was busy with the glass of wine I was holding. Then I turned to the noisy part of the bar.
My eyes almost widened when I saw a familiar face.
She’s wearing a cloak. She is wearing a mask. She is wearing a short skirt. And her short golden hair is what I noticed.
Her hair is no longer long. But I know her. My heart knows her.
The speed. My heart beat faster while watching her. She laughing with the girls and some boys.
I immediately stood up and walked the distance we had. But the man who’s with her immediately pulled her.
“Adiente?” I asked in surprise. And ran the way they came out.
I looked for them all around. But they are nowhere to be seen. Fuck it!
I thought that was the last one. But I also saw her at the Mall. She entered the store. So I followed hee. Even though I’m confused. I ignored it.
My fanclub blocked me. So I couldn’t get her to go out. I’m irritated but I can’t do anything.
I never caught up with her.
Fuck!
“What’s your problem?” Mark asked. Because I’ve been struggling for a while now.
“I saw her. He was with Spencer.” I said coldly. He’s just an animal! Why did he take my wife too?
“Tsk. That’s a big problem.” he said. And we thought of a plan. We have Adiente investigated. But they couldn’t get any information related to my wife..
“Mister Adiente has a fiancee but her name is not Hershey but Lilienne Riellecross Montefalco.. Her hair is different and her accent. She looks foreign. And she says she is from a province. In a European country.” explained by the spy I ordered. I nodded. I can’t be wrong.
She is my wife. Annoyed, I turned to the window and let it go.
I was walking in the park with our pet Chammy. When it quickly slipped away from me.
He ran to the cradle. Under the mango tree.
There was a woman sitting there. Its golden hair is short. She has blue eyes even though she is wearing a mask. White and smooth. Wearing a white cloak and white short shorts and boots.
I was surprised when she picked up Chammy. And played games.
She has an accent. But I know it’s her. Because I feel it. My heart beats fast. I want to hug and kiss her.
I want to tell her that I miss her so much. I want to do everything to be with her. But my tongue retreats every time I try to speak. I was just swallowing my own saliva. And I feel like a statue where I stand.
She is here in front of me now but I can’t do anything.
“Hi. Is this cute dog yours?” she asked. She really has an accent. I nodded. And just staring at her masked face. Good thing no one here might have mistaken hee for cosplay. She looked like an anime in what she was wearing.
She held my hand and placed Chammy’s strap there. Something electric touched me.
I know that feeling. I saw how she was stunned. She suddenly grabbed her head as if it hurt all over.
She writhed in pain. I hug her. The reason why she stopped crying.
When I caressed her, he let go of my embrace.
“Sorry..” that’s all I said. Because I didn’t know what to say.. She nodded and thanked me.
She walked away.
And with every step he took away. It’s like squeezing my heart.
How long will I endure?
“Moo.. I love you so much..” until I didn’t see her anymore. I sat on the hammock and think a lot.
I confirmed that she is my wife. But I will wait for her to remember me again.
I don’t want to kidnap her. I want her to remember me. Without my help.
So since then. All I do is exist in the places she goes. Watch her from afar.
To hear her voice and laugh. Look at her gentle face.
Watch over her to protect her.
And it is more wrong to love her from afar.
It hurts too much. But maybe this is also a punishment. Because I despise her. If only I wasn’t the man she loved. She will not experience this. She will not be destroyed.
And I regret everything.
But not to love her.
When I saw her I made up for our children. I have filled in my shortcomings.
“Son, that’s right. Come eat.” I cooked them their favorite dish. I’m an HRM right. So here it is. I let them taste my cooking.
“Forgive daddy. If I failed you.” I said. They looked up and smile. They nodded then stood up and ran to our distance. We hug each other. Our four children.
A year passed. When I didn’t see her to remember. When we meet, she ignores me.
Except for today.
I was at the cliff where her car fell.
We ran away then. Because of her frustrations. Her head hurt. So she got in her car. I chased her. Because someone else chased after her.
Until the car lost its brakes and fell off the cliff. I immediately look for her. But she was never found.
“You miss her, don’t you?” she said in a sad voice. I just nodded.
Because I can’t say.
Yes, I miss you. Do you miss me?
Do you still remember me?
“You really love her. Are you thinking about your girlfriend?” she asked me then sat down on the grass.NôvelDrama.Org (C) content.