Want to Play A Game

It’s almost quitting time and I’m becoming really excited, I can’t wait to get home and satisfy my cravings. I called Jake and informed him I was heading home, and I should be there in about 30 minutes. He tells me he will see me in a little, that he’s still working, but he should be off soon.

As I walk into my apartment building, I see him with another young woman, I become jealous. I wonder who she is, she is very beautiful. I instantly feel that I’m not his type. She is so much prettier than I ever could be.

As I am walking into the building, he turns around and says, “Hello Jess how was your day at work?” I respond to him, “So hectic there was so much paperwork, but I got it all done in time to get home early.”

I would never say how work really went all day. How I’ve been thinking of him satisfying my cravings, and wishing for an orgasm times ten by just being around him.Property of Nô)(velDr(a)ma.Org.

I started getting nervous thinking about it all again. I’m fidgeting trying to keep my cool. He smirks at me like he knows what I’m thinking. I go into such a daze, I didn’t realize Jake walks in behind me, until he grabs my side making me jump.

Jake asks, “Who is this?”

I glance at Matt, “This is my new neighbor Matt.”

Jake looks over to Matt and says, “Hey Matt I am Jake, Jessica’s boyfriend. Matt is staring at me with a sexy smirk then acknowledges Jake. It’s nice to meet you Jake.

I wrap this awkward meeting up to get in my apartment fast. “Well have a satisfying night, he answers you too.

As soon as Jake and I walk into my apartment, I kiss him passionately wanting him.

“What are you doing? I brought us food he stops me.” I answer, “We can eat later!”

“Jess the food will be cold, lets eat now while it’s hot we can do that after.”

I’m staring at him so unsatisfied never getting what I crave, he knows how to kill a mood, that’s for sure. I brush it off, whatever, “What did you get for dinner?”

He responds, I brought us spaghetti. Well thank you, Jake it looks so delicious. As we sit and eat, neither one of us is speaking it’s so quiet.

I wonder what Matt and his girlfriend are doing….

I bet he is giving her all the pleasure I am seeking. Jake is speaking, I see his lips moving, but not caring about anything he is saying at all. As I am in a daze, he suddenly says, “Jessica hello are you there?”

I give him my attention now, “Oh I’m sorry what are you asking?” He repeats himself again, “I thought that we should start considering moving in together.”

I look at him, I’m a little caught off guard. I don’t think that’s such a good idea, you know how much I like my space. He then adds, well you can have your own room. There you have your space! I answer that is not the same that’s not what I’m mean. I don’t choose to move in together yet.

Jake argues, I don’t understand we’ve been together for 5 years and you still don’t choose to live together?

You are 23 years old your not getting any younger. When are we going to settle down? I look up at him surprised at what he’s saying. Yes we are only 23 years old, why rush everything we are young.

Jessica, I am going to give you time to think about this. We can either move in together and take the next step in our relationship, or we will break up. I try to compose myself before looking at him.

“Jake your choosing to break up with me?”

“No Jessica, I don’t choose to break up with you but our relationship is at a stand still. I choose to move forward. If your not willing to go forward with me, then what is the point of our relationship.”

You have a week to think about it. He then gets up and says, “I’m going to take off.”

“What? Wait. I thought you were going to stay?” He nodded, I realize it would be better if I just go. As he gets up and walks out the door, I’m immediately pissed, like what the fuck?

There is a knock on the door, maybe Jake came to his senses. I go to the door and open it.

“Hey Jess, how are you?” I look it’s Matt my body wants him so bad. Hi Matt, I say. He then says, “I was wondering if you were okay?” I saw Jake leave he didn’t look too happy.

I glance at him unable to speak he gets close up to me. I start to stutter, I’m fine, thank you for checking on me.

He then places his hand on my waist, my body wants his touch. I let him get closer to me. He leans in and whispers in my ear. If you need anything just let me know, he says.

I suddenly ask him, “Where is your girlfriend?”

He leans back and puts his hand through his hair. He answers “she’s not my girlfriend.”

I don’t believe in relationships, I just enjoy the pleasure of them. I then stare into his eyes wanting him to kiss me, but I step backward instead.

He then utters, I was thinking…

I could get your number just in case of a emergency with the apartment building. I then add of course you can have my number just in case of any emergency. He smiles at me, I let him know if you ever want to talk you could call or text if you want too.

If not that’s okay too. I mean don’t feel obligated that you have to. He then looks at me and says why are you so nervous?

“I’m not I say!” he then tells me good night and walks away.

As he walks away I shut the door. I put my back up against the door, I am in awe. I’m wondering did this just happen? How can he be so addicting?

I walk over to the table and start clearing off the dirty plates from dinner. I placed them in the sink, and decide I’ll just wash them up now. I think I’ve washed the same dish over and over again.

All I can think about is Matt. When he touched me it was sensational. I’m still not believing that he came to check on me, and even asked for my number.